season of change

a changing season to most ppl means winter turning into spring but in the "CHristian world" it also means that its a changing time, like God has called u to something and theres going to be a changing season. I've been praying alot and been listen to God alot too and what i keep getting is season of change, and no doubt yeterday was a huge change, Obama is now our president. But anyways not only that also i am getting my resisdentacy this year, and God is going to deliver me from a few things i can not wait! but also with this season of change i want to start losing weight. i have been running and using a stationary bike for 30 mins a day and walking for the past 3 days i kno thats not a alot for now but i am very motivated and i now i may not want to and i may skip a day or two but i have my mom to tell me if i did my excirces, and my dad without fail WILL say something. but to be honest this is kinda hard for me to talk about i am very self-consisceous and its a big deal for me to be talking about it, but i am not blind i have mrriors i am over-weight and that is very unhealthy, i am doing this for me, i have only told Sara Schuh this but i don't rly like going to amusement parks anymore because of my weight i am sooooooo scared that i won't fit and be so embrassed to get off w/o a ride and be laughed at, that is truly my biggest fear as of now. Another reason i want to do this is, i want to look better obviouly who doesn't, um health reasons.., and thats it...ooh yea i want to fit in clothes better, its hard to find clothes u like and loook good in and u can actually fit in so thats another reason. thats it u better just have read this and kept that way, what is read here stays here unless u want to talk to me about it.

a night out with Seth Horner

things Me and seth did last night
-got to the libray 15mins after it closed
-talked/prayed/witness to homeless
-research/study for things that will be unmentioned
-found a loophole to the starbucks 5 dollar wi-fi
-talked/hung with a homeless haitian for a couple of hours
-went to mcdonalds and talk to a just released prisoner and let her use my phone
-prayed for/with the just released prisioner
-blessed/paid for the homeless haitian's stay at the salvation army
-saw jerry spriner at hollywood 20
-listened to Seth singing in the car at the top of his lungs.
- saw gran torino(rly good movie)

...overall a great night.

new years "adam"

i haven't written in a while..but i am in mal's room just kinda killing time so Josh can rest alittle longer so bandit doesn't bother him..yea i am looking after bandit in mal's room..he is such a puppy, and a very disobedient one at that. I had a thing with a friend yesterday and i was upset so i let bandit stay in the pool area while i went to the lake to vent...and somehow he got out, and got all muddy and wet, i just washed him 3 times in a row two days ago because he smelled so bad, and he made a mess of the shower...i guess i am just going to have to deal....

don't know what i am doing for new years eve yet..i got invited to a bon fire, but i might just stick to see the pineapple drop at downtown.

so much to write so little space

okay fisrt thing i wanted to blog about is, babies and dogs, me dog sitting and house sitting has given me some experince with having responsibties of taking take of something else other than myself. I mean i took care of two dogs at the wilikes household but they were fine by themselves they were not destructive , it was probably cause they are older and trained right. But if i am having this much trouble with a dog, well trouble is the wrong word, i am frusterated with him, how can i ever think of having a baby now-and-days, no way jose!

second thing is, last night was pretty sweet, i listened to the holy spirit and not went to see the movie with my friends instead i went to talk to homeless ppl and pray over them. I had hung out with Arlin b4 the movie and had planned to meet up with my friends later, but i felt drawn to talk and pray for these homeless ppl, it was awesome i was so glad i didn't go see the curious case of benjamin button. anyways after we finished talking to the homeless ppl, Arlin came over to the Schuhs and helped clean some stuff up for me, i have this whole cleaning schedule, so i can clean most of their house up for when they get back.

lastly and def. not least, i am going to breakfest with Deustch today and later lunch with Arlin, anyways i may or may not rly emotional at breakfest, because this will be the last time i will see him in a while. :[. it was nice getting to know him more these past 3 months, he is moving to colorado...so yea. i'll blog what happens later, stay tuned for the season finale!

Christmas day

so i woke up at 3am this morning, i couldn't go back to bed obviously. i made a few videos for ppl on facebook. i got 3 presents in total money from my parents and a nerf gun from mike and bec and a poster  from corey.. IDK why but Josh davis texted me "merry Christmas" and it meant alot for some reason, actually its probably cause i was having a lousy Christmas eve, and he texted me out of his own free will, i didn't text him first, and i look up to him and stuff. My parents came over here for like 5 mins i should say my mom came over my dad was irritated i could tell.. he didn't come in. so yea.. anyways i am going to have some sparkling apple cider now, peace out!

P.S. its 12:50pm  and i have noticed that everytime i take a shower that someone never fails to call, not b4 not after but during, everyday since i got here at the Schuh's actually Deutsch has called everytime, its like he knows when i take a shower and calls... this time i got into my shower got wet and then my phone rang and i was like great, it was actually my mom i was surprised. then i got back in and soaped up and stuff then another call i was like i wonder who that us but i didn't stop showering this time, and go figure it was Deutsch.

i do not want to say which presents i was dissapointed in or who i was disappointed in espically because i only got 3 presents. but i want to post the presents i wanted- wish list

-high school musical 2

-high school musical 3 pre-order thing

-watchmen graphic novel

-stephen Cobert book

Christmas eve

So we are celebrating Jesus' birth tomorrow! I pretty much finished all my shopping, i thought i finished all my shopping last night, but...Eric texted me, and i was like whats up with the random text, he was like "because i felt like it, idk" he is a confusing boy, sometimes i feel like he doesn't want to be friends but other times i feel like he wants to be best friends.... 

anyways i saw seven pounds last night with  Chad,Robert and Josh Zawacki(who slept over at the Schuh's house with me on Monday). it was intersting it wasn't as good as Oprah said it was gonna be but it was ok. I think the person who shall remain unnamed was a little perturbed by it because of pervious memories.... i am going to SPOIL the movie in the next lines to be AWARE! Basically Will Smith does as much good as possible to 7 ppl, because he got in a car crash and killed 7 ppl. So i guess he wants to make-up his boo boo.

Before we saw seven pounds we went Christmas Caroling and it was Awesome! the ppl that went were Heather atha, amanda beachy, Arlin Beechy, Aaron miller, the rest of the millers, Chad, some girl, me, then Josh and RObert miller came a little later. It was sooo fun, nobody threw tomatoes so i guess that means we weren't too bad. it was funny after like going to like 10 houses, we went to our last house and as we were singing you could hear something coming and as it came closer a big group of ppl riding on the back of a truck in a metal thing were caroling too but from the street and for a minate or two we were kinda competing, but they stopping in front of the house we were caroling at and backed us up. it was a very merry Christmas "adam"(Adam came before eve) to say the least

New home for the year

So right now i am on Sara's computer and in the Schuh's house taking care of their pets and their house. I have a housemate for a fews days, and i am excited and nervous at the same time about everything. Um i am having Josh Zawacki over soon, he said he may sleepover, so that'll be sweet. but i am gonna get off now, I'll write stuff later.