season of change

a changing season to most ppl means winter turning into spring but in the "CHristian world" it also means that its a changing time, like God has called u to something and theres going to be a changing season. I've been praying alot and been listen to God alot too and what i keep getting is season of change, and no doubt yeterday was a huge change, Obama is now our president. But anyways not only that also i am getting my resisdentacy this year, and God is going to deliver me from a few things i can not wait! but also with this season of change i want to start losing weight. i have been running and using a stationary bike for 30 mins a day and walking for the past 3 days i kno thats not a alot for now but i am very motivated and i now i may not want to and i may skip a day or two but i have my mom to tell me if i did my excirces, and my dad without fail WILL say something. but to be honest this is kinda hard for me to talk about i am very self-consisceous and its a big deal for me to be talking about it, but i am not blind i have mrriors i am over-weight and that is very unhealthy, i am doing this for me, i have only told Sara Schuh this but i don't rly like going to amusement parks anymore because of my weight i am sooooooo scared that i won't fit and be so embrassed to get off w/o a ride and be laughed at, that is truly my biggest fear as of now. Another reason i want to do this is, i want to look better obviouly who doesn't, um health reasons.., and thats it...ooh yea i want to fit in clothes better, its hard to find clothes u like and loook good in and u can actually fit in so thats another reason. thats it u better just have read this and kept that way, what is read here stays here unless u want to talk to me about it.